her first day

so beth started preschool this week. this girl was so dang excited. she kept asking me for days beforehand if her teacher was at her school yet and if she could go. i kept having to tell her that she had to wait X amount of days before her teacher would be there. and finally the day before when i told her she could go to school after she woke up the next day, she got super hyped and didn't sleep all that well. she was so cute about it... SO excited.

i was really excited for her, but frankly, i also had some anxiety over it too. school. school. why do i already have a child doing anything related to the word school??? even if it is just preschool it still feels like the beginning of the end. the beginning of the next 15 years where she's out there in the world and it all goes so fast and she's no longer under my care all the time and is she ready for this???

i know... it's all very silly, especially considering that at this age she basically just goes and plays with 10 new friends for three hours twice a week. so i kind of got over that. but when i realized that and the anxiety still lingered, i figured out that really, a nice portion of my problem with this new venture is that... dun, dun, dun... we are now tied to a schedule.

school=schedule and that kind of sucks.

 i have thoroughly enjoyed my time off from work this summer with my kids where we can do whatever, whenever. we have had a blast this summer. like, seriously, a blast. i wasn't like all those other moms who felt like taxis and were rushing to get their kids from here to there and couldn't do this because they have to go to this one thing.... nope. not us. we were free birds living the dream. but now that school has started this year, i am slowly becoming one of them. i am entering into the phase where i have to watch the clock and rush away from activities because we have: a schedule. i had a friend ask me how it's any different than day care, and it's not really. other than it's now her schedule which is now related to the word school. refer to paragraph #2. and i'm just being a baby about it.

i'm sure i'll get used to it. the house is definitely a lot quieter when #1 isn't home. it's almost eerie actually. but in the same sense, it rocks that i can get some solid play time with hyde, and when he sleeps, it's nice that i can get some other things done without interruption. perhaps i'll be able to blog more often :) i hope so. in the meantime, i love that beth is lovin' on her teacher miss jeanine and miss carrie, and that makes me happy. she loves going and that's what matters most.

pictures from her first day of school, getting ready at home and at the school with her BFF Macy.




well, we tried....